Makow - At 76, My Biggest Regret is Loving Women
(I had just seen the movie, “The Gingerbread Man.” The girl in my dream looked like actress Embeth Davidtz left.)
My biggest regret in life is loving women.
I was young again and single. My beautiful girlfriend and I were shopping. I suggested we go back to my apartment. I was feeling loving and wanted to hang out and cuddle. Just be happy together. Sex wasn’t an issue.
Shortly after arriving, she says she has to leave.
Thwarted in love. Again.
In the dream, I press her for an explanation. She doesn’t have one.
I wake up pleased by my subconscious bravado.
In one instance, a woman who looked like Embeth (above) said she found me “repulsive.” If ever there was a cue to tell a woman to f**k off and get out, this was it. Women respect rejection because it confirms their low opinion of themselves.
Instead, I ignored the comment and patiently persevered. We ended up living together for almost five years. I could fill another book (in addition to “A Long Way to Go for a Date”)
with what I endured. Obviously, I was immature and largely responsible for my fate.I’m 76 now and no longer a player. I’ve been happily married for 25 years. I only wish I had awakened from this dream sooner.
BETRAYAL
Men have been programmed to believe that sex and “love” are the key to happiness. We need a woman’s love to develop as men. We need to sexually satisfy a woman to prove our masculinity.
We are programmed to seek feminine approval when our own approval is all that matters.
Anyway, I have satisfied a few women countless times and I have been satisfied as well. I’ve matured in the prescribed way. I discovered the lie by living it.
But I wish I had found a shortcut and downgraded the role of women and sex to its real level of importance,
say from 75% to 20%.
(Sex used to be “making love.” It expressed emotions.)
The satanist media has given young women a delusional sense of entitlement. Our mental programmers present them as demi-gods.
The nuclear family is the foundation of civilization. That’s why the Masonic Jewish (Satanic) central bankers are destroying it.
CONCLUSION
Am I bitter? Yes. I am bitter for all the ways my culture has lied to me. Here, I blame Illuminist brainwashing that elevates sexual “relationships” to the negation of everything else. And I blame myself for falling for this garbage.
The average man spends 75% of his energy on it. It’s a great motivator for many men.
And yes, I realize it’s hormonal.Perhaps the real takeaway is this: Don’t look for someone to believe in you.
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🌹 Abandon the “Married” Disposition🌹
👐🏻 I will tell you a parable of ancient understanding.
👐🏻 Imagine a deer in a garden of flowers, his attention caught by a female in the garden. Therefore, his senses are swooning in the fragrant maze of grazing grass, humming aloud with honey bees, where she moves. Thus distracted, he does not taste the scent of wolves, that wait ahead of him, hungry for blood. Nor does he hear the arrow at his back, that kills him at the heart.
👐🏻 Need I say it? The deer is Man in the ordinary way. He is the soul, involved with mind and senses. Flimsy passion wanders in the company of thighs. But lovers are like flowers. Their blossom is sudden, and suddenly it is gone. Attention wanders in the garden of the senses. Therefore, Life Itself is spent, in payment for exaggerations of taste and touch. But all our superficial pleasures and all our moving desires are themselves nothing more than the mechanical achievements of vagrant attention. A lifetime is nothing more than self-illusion, a temporary and troubled distraction from the Bliss of Eternal Transcendence.
👐🏻 While the soul sleeps in an unmindful state, attention wanders into realms of possibility. Now we are absorbed in sexual love, clinging to the household sounds of lovers and children. Like the deer in the garden, our ears are occupied with creaturely conversation, and our senses are fixed upon the taste and odor of the petty object we are born to…
…Idolize.
👐🏻 Thus exiled in our dreamy houses, the years of days and nights pass unnoticed in their suddenness. But we are always fed upon by search and satisfaction, as by wolves in secret, unconscious, unobserved in our deadly meditation. Suddenly, the garden is undressed. Suddenly, the eloquent weapon of our devourer, who always followed us, is felt within the heart, heard within the mind, and all this Life is stolen in a moment.
👐🏻 Consider this well in the lesson of your own desiring. Bring the motive of the senses to rest in the mind itself. Convert the Current of Life from its worldly course, and surrender bodily, toe to crown. When the mind is thus made Full of Life, surrender it also, in the Heart.
👐🏻 Abandon the “Married” Disposition!!! Awaken to the Disposition of a devotee. Exceed the company of ordinary desirers, who only talk of food and sex and casual amusement. Yield attention to the Life and Self of all. Be Absorbed in the Living God, and thus transcend every kind of experience. 👐🏻
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